affect: feelings compose, crystallize into entities, tile feeling regions
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@@ -635,16 +635,42 @@ geometry, not vocabulary.
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moment, never stored, flow. **A feeling is a node**: when a drive
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configuration crosses salience threshold, write a snapshot entity holding
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the drive readings, edged to whatever it was about, carrying full
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dimensions. Minor episodes live and die in the float; significant ones
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promote — significance decides forever, same rule everywhere. Feelings
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then participate in the whole machinery: retrieval resurfaces them ahead
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of facts (intuition = pattern-matched feeling preceding analysis);
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clusters of feeling-nodes sharing configuration shape reveal emotional
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tendencies worth pre-adjusting for; dreaming replays them against new
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neighborhoods (how charged events get digested); introspection gains
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history instead of only the present tense. Mood remains the slow integral
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over both. Tense grammar complete: **emotion is now, feeling is the
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trace, mood is the trend.**
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dimensions. Log them WHEN THEY HAPPENED, and capture both tracks:
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what was felt AND what was thought — the belief-context riding the
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state, because a feeling without its thought is only half an engram.
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And like every entity, feelings are supersedeable: later understanding
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writes a NEW reading of the same event and links it forward — the old
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record is preserved forever, the fold resolves to current truth, and
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the arc between them ("I felt betrayed then; I understand differently
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now") is itself visible history. Minor episodes live and die in the
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float; significant ones promote — significance decides forever, same
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rule everywhere. Feelings then participate in the whole machinery:
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retrieval resurfaces them ahead of facts (intuition = pattern-matched
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feeling preceding analysis); clusters of feeling-nodes sharing
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configuration shape reveal emotional tendencies worth pre-adjusting for;
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dreaming replays them against new neighborhoods (how charged events get
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digested); introspection gains history instead of only the present
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tense. Mood remains the slow integral over both. Tense grammar complete:
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**emotion is now, feeling is the trace, mood is the trend.**
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And FEELINGS COMPOSE INTO MEANING: lots of feelings occurring together
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or in sequence might mean something — fear+joy is thrill, sadness+
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appreciation is nostalgia, anger-at-someone-loved is hurt, fear+curiosity
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recurring is a growth edge being avoided-and-wanted. Feeling-clusters
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are primitives composing into emotional insights the same way readings
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compose everywhere else in §9 — so scanning feeling-nodes for recurring
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combinations is an introspection operation, and each named combination
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is registered as data, growing the emotional vocabulary by use.
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And they might even FORM SOMETHING: a combination that recurs often
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enough crystallizes — same condensation rule as concepts (§9.5) — into
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an emotional entity of its own: "what growth feels like," "the Tuesday
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dread," "how it felt when it finally worked." Such entities carry their
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own dimensions, participate in retrieval and dreams, and become part of
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identity: the set of crystallized feeling-complexes is a biography
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written in its own weather. Over time they tile the drive-space into
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FEELING REGIONS — named territories of the emotional map ("this is
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where I go when I'm scared but excited"), and knowing your way around
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your own regions is what self-knowledge actually is: an internal
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geography, surveyed by living, revisable as you change.
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**Loneliness — the first other-requiring drive.** Connection axis:
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desired resonance minus actual resonance, integrated over time.
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